IF ONLY I COULD HOLD YOU ONCE AGAIN

I tried and tried, but I could never get over you. Once I knew we were through, I kept my distance. But in a world that's digitally connected, I often cheated and had a look at you. I wanted to know if you still cared. But each time my heart bled and I tortured myself miserably. Days turned into weeks, then into months, Your pictures changed, they showed how happy you were. While I found myself sitting alone, missing you. Move on friends said, and I did. But I always returned to you. Hoping someday you would realise that there was someone still waiting. On good days I feel like a persistent lover, On bad like a beggar. But now I am exhausted by the waiting and the idea of us just doesn't excite. So I packed all your things in a bag and tomorrow I will leave it on your door. Some memories I have still kept, I know someday I will look fondly at them. Never will I look at you again until this love dies away And all that is left inside is Love for me, myself.

WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME - A VALENTINE'S DAY LOVE POEM


I don't say it enough times,
but I know I should.
In this whole wide world,
you understand me like even I don't.

I used to think I was crazy,
but you made me see the good in that.
We scream, we laugh, we dance,
goofy in our own style.

I used to take life too seriously.
Hyper, sensitive, paranoid.
But you keep me sane,
like a magician you got your tricks.

I was seeking security
and running in pursuit of happiness.
But you taught me that
my universe started with me.

I don't say it enough times,
but I know I should.
Probably standing on top of the roof
and when you are sleeping like an angel next to me.

I cannot imagine my life without your sweet smile
and bad eyesight.
Your loud laughter and silly jokes.
I freaking love you so much.
I freaking love you too much.

HE WANTS A PIECE OF MY HEART


He argues... uncertain of his stand.
It's not him but I am the one to blame.

He adores me with love and care,
but I haven't made up my mind as yet.
Still stuck in the past, I compare him to my ex.

He doesn't care much he confesses.
He says he understands,
Gives me all the time I can take,
But his insecurities call out loud.

He gives in and asks crappy questions.
I try to defend but I really just want to run back to my love.
The one that's not even there.

He wants me to say I love him,
but I can't.
I like him that's true..but somethings missing.
Oh that's my heart. The broken one..still on a mend.

Can't seem to trust people or my destiny.
I fight with my demons while he tries to fight with me.
He wants to know if I see him in my future.
I say maybe, but I can't guarantee.

We argue. The fight comes to a standstill.
We say good night and that's all.
He won't give up on me so soon
Or so I wish and hope.

YOU ARE THE ONE TO BLAME

You see her struggling and show tough love.
She is having her doubts, black clouds of doom surround her all the time.
She has seen days like this before. They come and go, she thought.
But this time it's stronger and she might not survive this alone.

She looks at you for help. In the past, you had helped gladly.
But her relapses have scared you too.
You have stopped believing in her survival.
She is a gone case, just like the rest, you think.

She had a spark once. But the burden of expectations killed it.
With a low self esteem, she struggled.
Every battle bloody. Some she won, many she lost.
But all along she believed you had her back.

Now she could see it in their eyes.
Some poked and probed.
What was she amounting to?
Some tried to help. But the fight was internal.

As a last resort, she comes to you.
But sees only pity. You have given up on her.
Lovingly she bids you goodbye, as she breathes her last.
Your betrayal she couldn't survive.





I CAN'T LET GO - A SAD LOVE POEM


There are times when I can't breathe,
missing you so much
that living hurts.

I don't question why I had to lose 
this game called love for the upteenth time.
You really were the only one for me.

Cause you made me see the beauty 
in this cruel world and that I could survive 
even when darkness surrounded me.

Oh! What would I give
to hear your magical voice calling my name
or when you laughed on my pj loud.

I want to rest my head on your chest, 
close my eyes,
and fall asleep without a care or fear.

Come back if only in my dreams.  
Come back.

WHEN WE FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER


I waited n waited,
for my man to forgive.
But he seemed angry and hurt.
And I was being a freaking pain too,
But what he didn't understand 
was that I was hurt as well.
We were in the middle of
a nasty fight, accusing each other.

I don't know what he is afraid of,
this man with a beautiful smile.
I have my insecurities too,
but we have to put that aside.
And I know it isn't easy,
But no one said love was.


HE IS MOVING ON - A SAD POEM


I wasn't supposed to look,
but I cheated and did.
Soon seeing images of him
laughing, posing, enjoying himself.

He was surrounded by friends
and a few unknown faces.
My ex had clearly moved on
while I remained stuck.

Thousands of thoughts passing
my mind, I wanted to cry.
There was something missing in the pics,
Me.

All the plans, past, present and future,
went for a toss.
I found myself
alone and unloved.

Nothing anyone says seems to help.
This emptiness hurting me as it penetrates.

I WILL - AN INSPIRING POEM FOR WOMEN TO HEAL


I was tired and lonely,
wanting to quit.
But no one could see
the pain in me.

Then you came along, 
promising me love.
I gave in too quick
for my weary soul.

I fell so badly,
seeing nothing.
You were my oyster,
my world, my joy.

I made so many plans.
But didn't know
how things worked.
For too long I have waited alone.

My happiness was short-lived.
A flood came in
and with it took away
all your lies.

Days go by
when I question everything,
it hurts to breathe
and yet I soldier on.

Soon the pain will subside
and my scars will heal.
I don't know how long I will lead.
But I will.

YOU ARE STILL ALIVE IN MY HEART


You think just because we don't talk,
I won't remember you.
But nothing is further from the truth.
You still haunt me in my thoughts.

There are days when I think I should move on,
but then I see the folder 
with all your images in it
and tears begin to roll.

I can delete or hide them,
but what do I do of all the memories.
The ones that remind me of Us.
Of all the sad and the happy times.

I ask life for a second chance with you,
Cause you are still alive in my heart.

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