I Am About To Lose My Mind

I can completely understand,

When I read about people being lost,

Cause thats what i am,

So far no decision seems to be right.

I am about to loose my mind,

You are gone for so long,

I keep trying to find you so,

But I just keep getting lost and worn out.

The nights are becoming darker,

Can't find the light even in day,

Looks like I am losing all hope,

And there is no escape.

I don't know what to do,

And no one is a help,

My confidence, my belief is all gone,

Where is the relief.

I am about to loose my mind,

You are gone for so long,

I cant even feel my own heartbeat,

You took away with you every part of me.

I am fighting my way to survive,

But I still see no hope,

No way to call my own,

And your memories still punish me.

I dont know whether to scream,

In which direction to run,

Cause about everything is falling apart,

How can I go on surving?

I am about to loose my mind,

You are gone for so long,

I am running out of time,

I need a Doctor to bring me back to life.

~ A Poem By Fizz