I Run Away, I Run Away

I sit under my favourite lemon tree,
And as I began to wonder,
where should I have been?

I scream out load,
This isn’t ME….
But I am lonely,
There’s no one who can hear me.

I am tired now,
Of doing what I do,
And yet I seem to be so calm down below.
I run away, I run away.

Trapped in a body,

My words fail me,

I hate silence,

Don’t judge me…

I run away, I run away,

From everything that seems Logical,

I run away, I run away….

If I could change,

What seemed right,

How can I differentiate,

From You and Me.

Everything that I feared,

Is coming out true,

The very people I Loved,

Are very few.

Is it God punishing me?

Roads are twisted and so is the Truth,

I have become someone,

I can’t recognize anymore.

You think you know me,

But you are wrong,

I am a pretender,

But there’s something wrong.

I run away, I run away,

First into the world,

Where no one knows me,

And Then I run away, 

So that you can’t find me.

- A Poem by Fizz