Wanting Otherwise...

I close my eyes,
And can’t sleep,
I wonder what’s,
Troubling me?

Is it the fact,
That I have,
Realized,
That I have become numb?
 
Numb to whatever,
People say,
Nothing seems to,
Affect me anymore.

 I am not suicidal at all,
Cause I love my life, Or so it seems.
But hit me, shout at me,
Laugh at or With me.

Zilch appears to,
Cause a stir,
I don't seem to,
Care anymore.

And its freaking,
Driving me crazy,
Cause I know not,
What I am to do.

A psychiatrist,
An asylum,
Medicines,
And Ingestions.

This is what this life does to you,
You die crazy,
Or Live unhappy,
Wanting otherwise.


~A Poem By Fizz
  

20 comments:

  1. Hello :) That's a Beautiful Poem ! I Saw u on Interpal,but the age Restriction policy of you'rs did'nt allowed me to contact. Btw I would love to share my work and gain some knowledlge from u :)

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    1. Hey Sahil,
      Sorry, but the age restriction has been put up for a reason...
      But you can always contact me on this Blog...

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  2. Its natural to grow cold over time due to various hurts in life but we shouldn't!

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    1. We shouldnt be doing it Danny...But one cant always be strong...And it eventually catches up on you...

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  3. wHEN YOU ARE NUMB, WAIT FOR A LUKEWARM MOMENT WHICH IS WAITING LONG FOR YOU. NUMBNESS IS THE ORDER OF ZERO BEFORE A GREAT CREATION.

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    1. Pradip, could you describe what this Lukewarm moment looks like?

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  4. Well, it's true. Sometimes you gotta just let go. A little sacrifice and a little compromise are always helpful.

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    1. Hey Mani, Thats what everybody keeps telling....And all I ask is "Why"?

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  5. Very nice poem. There is absolutely no dignity in life or in death. Life is just a misery. Lets try to attain Moksha and escape the misery. Try to get some sleep, it happens to all of us. Take care.

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    1. Hey Shalu, different people look at life differently...
      One always knows the answer to everything, its the lack of belief that mars one...But like my poem, Life is all about learning...

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  6. 'Zilch appears to cause a stir' - nice one!

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    1. Shovonc, It was put there to make a stir...
      So appreciate that you noticed!!!!!

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  7. Poem from the heart !! Yes! I am who I am ...never try to change me since I am an iron , you will find yourself change your mind at last ;)

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    1. Thanks Uma for trying to understand...

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  8. Honestly, iam still trying to understand the complexity of life as depicted in this lovely poem of yours.
    Thanks for giving me an opportunity to discover this blog and a great poetess too!

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    1. The pleasure is all mine...
      And thank you for the comment!!!!

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  9. less understood concept of life... but true... nicely echoed.

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  10. Very sensitive and deep in thought Fizaah. Liked it.
    Hope you come out of it.

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    1. Mak dont worry...Its just a poem...
      Though I do write from experience, thankfully not in this case...

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